So I had a little rendezvous with a friend. She recently lost her virginity- we're both 22 mind you. She's all excited, and it's awesome. I think she texted me saying," I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU." Instantly, I figured that shit out. "You fucked him?" cool=)
AT 22, this isn't something I agonize over. I'm a virgin. A fucking virgin. And to be honest, my life is pretty difficult for many reasons i wish to omitt in this blog. My mindset centers around finding someone who will love me. Not necessarily getting my cherry popped. Having said that, I'm human just like everyone else. I'm not immune to insecurity. Sometimes I DO feel a little pressure.
Cut to: Driving to caiao's house, my buddy's talking about sex. She's like "So whats the furthest you've been with a guy?" "HAVE YOU DONE X, Y, OR Z?" No," i said. Some contextual info: I'm chillen enjoying my life, the music im listening to, and she keeps tlking about sex. Though I'm being supportive, im like, losing your v- card isn't a big deal. Like, who cares at 22?
I'm kind of beyond the "oooh pleaase just fuck me stage." My life is heavy,I've got more serious shit going on,not just worrying about how far i cant get with some dude just so i can say i fucked. Im perfectly fine satisfying myself when i got "the urge."' Lol
oh, and to top it off-this bitch is trying to give me sex advice in vain. And at this point Im totally rolling my eyes.... Can you blame me?
AT 22, this isn't something I agonize over. I'm a virgin. A fucking virgin. And to be honest, my life is pretty difficult for many reasons i wish to omitt in this blog. My mindset centers around finding someone who will love me. Not necessarily getting my cherry popped. Having said that, I'm human just like everyone else. I'm not immune to insecurity. Sometimes I DO feel a little pressure.
Cut to: Driving to caiao's house, my buddy's talking about sex. She's like "So whats the furthest you've been with a guy?" "HAVE YOU DONE X, Y, OR Z?" No," i said. Some contextual info: I'm chillen enjoying my life, the music im listening to, and she keeps tlking about sex. Though I'm being supportive, im like, losing your v- card isn't a big deal. Like, who cares at 22?
I'm kind of beyond the "oooh pleaase just fuck me stage." My life is heavy,I've got more serious shit going on,not just worrying about how far i cant get with some dude just so i can say i fucked. Im perfectly fine satisfying myself when i got "the urge."' Lol
oh, and to top it off-this bitch is trying to give me sex advice in vain. And at this point Im totally rolling my eyes.... Can you blame me?
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Its like you read my mind! You appear to know so much about this, like you wrote the book in it or something. I think that you could do with some pics to drive the message home a little bit, but other than that, this is great blog. A great read. I will certainly be back.
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