my hero.

Amber Rose intrigues me. I don’t know much about her, but what I do know is that shes a stripper from the Bronx.As I am..(minus the stripper part though) Up until last year she was still dancing.... Cut to a hop, skip, and a jump:Kanye takes notice of her while shooting a music video where they hit it off, they now date. Somewhere along this time-frame, she caught the eye of Ford Models and is now a proud member of this prestigious agency...Kinda blows my mind. From stripper, to professional model. Amber is my new inspiration.

People can say what they want, but look where her individualism got her. My only advice: Keep it classy. Remember ,you represent FORD now…….

YUMMY

A LITTLE AFTERNOON EYE CANDY.

My Next Tattoo

I read this passage on pickthebrain.com, and it made me cry. I cried alllll night.
This quote moved me so much! “ No matter how long it takes and how beaten you may feel, you must try and try again.” My life hasn’t been easy. No matter how many times my ambitions are misunderstood, minimized, or discredited, I can never stop. I’m a fucking star! I always thought that, and this quote got me thinking. I ‘m debating whether to put it on my rib cage, or underneath my left arm.
Best wishes,
Danielle.

should I be pissed off about this?

So I had a little rendezvous with a friend. She recently lost her virginity- we're both 22 mind you. She's all excited, and it's awesome. I think she texted me saying," I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU." Instantly, I figured that shit out. "You fucked him?" cool=)

AT 22, this isn't something I agonize over. I'm a virgin. A fucking virgin. And to be honest, my life is pretty difficult for many reasons i wish to omitt in this blog. My mindset centers around finding someone who will love me. Not necessarily getting my cherry popped. Having said that, I'm human just like everyone else. I'm not immune to insecurity. Sometimes I DO feel a little pressure.

Cut to: Driving to caiao's house, my buddy's talking about sex. She's like "So whats the furthest you've been with a guy?" "HAVE YOU DONE X, Y, OR Z?" No," i said. Some contextual info: I'm chillen enjoying my life, the music im listening to, and she keeps tlking about sex. Though I'm being supportive, im like, losing your v- card isn't a big deal. Like, who cares at 22?

I'm kind of beyond the "oooh pleaase just fuck me stage." My life is heavy,I've got more serious shit going on,not just worrying about how far i cant get with some dude just so i can say i fucked. Im perfectly fine satisfying myself when i got "the urge."' Lol

oh, and to top it off-this bitch is trying to give me sex advice in vain. And at this point Im totally rolling my eyes.... Can you blame me?

Ever notice how black guys never use the word "Cock?".......I'm just saying. Discuss.

Boozing with the fam? YES. Fucked up Nails? Unfortunately Yes

My last remaining horas in the Bronx was awesome. It consisted of the following: getting tipsy with my aunt at a bar in weschester. meeting an awesome dj - then having him stalk me later, missing my damn train and being semi-stranded in CT until i decided, " this is an golden opportunity to get my nails did." Can't say im not efficient! Anywho, the dude doing my nails was a chill-ass Asian, and we hit it off. Only, he left me with ghetto-rific nails.. I'm still dealing with the end result, but I'll live... pics up soon

hauling out the old

I'm changing some stuff up, letme know what you think!

-thanks.

Coco.