current mood: ?

my birthday is coming up. the big 22. I was planning a big birthday weekend, I'm talking stippers, clubbing, the works. I even moved it up because one of my girls was doing this Christian retreat type deal .THEN all of a sudden one of my friends tells me that she's gonna have to ignore us, and not be seen with us because she's pledging...( this fun fact also goes for two more girls in my inner circle.)WTF, is she/are they serious? Call me crazy, but no sorority is that damn great, that I'm gonna alienate the people I've known for three fucking years. My initial reaction: I should go celebrate my b day at home. Many of the people I wanted here, are off being iniated cult style...AND THEN I THOUGHT....FUCK THEM, FUCK ALL THOSE BITCHES! I should still go all out, enjoy myself, and hey, if they choose to alienate their friends esp. me during my b day week, then that's their damn LOSS!